Thought my life was back on the up and for a while now I’ve been relatively happy. That was until last night.
I don’t know what happened but I just changed and began to feel overwhelmingly shit again. Everything I care for in my life isn’t going how I’d like it to be. I don’t even know where to start.
Sometimes it just feels like I’m trying so hard in everything but just can’t seem to catch a break in anything and I just can’t deal with it. I’m not expecting to have everything run perfectly at all but in the most important year of my life I would’ve expected some things to be going for me, but nothing is.
I have no motivation to do anything anymore. I really do not know why I bother with so many things if I can get anything right or do anything worthwhile. There is just no point.
